Tuesday, September 8, 2009

ANGRY!!!

The time I would have to say I was most angry came my freshman year of highschool. It was ultimately a mix of emothions through anger and sadness. It can be considered one of those "I thought I was in love stories". My best summer ever had just gotten over and it was time to go back to school. We had a football pool party where me and my girlfriend were going to be at. We had been dating for about 8 or so months and I felt like I was in love. About two days before school started I got a call from here telling crying and not speaking. She eventully told me that she had hooked up with three other guys while we were dating. This moment just tore me apart. I didn't know how to handle the situation. I had so many thoughts running through mind that I started to cry. I wanted to beat people up, I wanted to yell at her but I just sat there and cried. What my actions came down to is that I calmly toldher that it was over between us and held all my anger in. I would go through stages of anger everytime I saw the people that I knew she had hooked up with but did nothing about it. It's just the type of person I am, I hold my emothions and and don't let them show. If i were to have to handle the situation again I wouldn't change a thing.

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